Web Design - dev / Health / Addiction / Mental Health

Description

I am looking for someone to redesign my website, If you are rigid, uncreative, requiring hand holding or exact instructions this is not for you, also, this is not the right job for you if you are expecting me to direct your design on every element. This is the right job for you if you are a creative designer, who can take ideas and turn them into a website thats speaks to the right audience. You must have this skill, you must be able to create a mix of masculine and feminine design elements, you must understand colour palettes, you must be flexible, you must be ready to go, you will need to communicate well, quickly and proactively throughout uk time zone, if you cant, you take days to reply, dont apply, my time has been wasted already for 4 weeks now.
You must be able to take all my creative ideas and personalise them and turn them into something that represents me, there is loads of creative stuff i have done in podcasts, articles, writing etc that you can refer to, you will need to be able to understand this, and reference it.
i dont mind if you are simply a creative designer that uses figma or adobe xd for example or even photoshop and your deliverable is the creative only, or, you use elementor etc and your deliverable is the fully worked website, lets discuss if you can be sure you fit the above profile.
Current live website available for review if you are interested. This will be more than 1 page, currently un certain exactly how many maybe mostly not interactive stuff, design, images, layouts, colours etc. The final design will be developed on elementor on my server by you.
The budget, is the budget.